pilu haty na tinggal an kaw!!!!

npew mase bjalan cepat cgt??npew??aq x puaz agy na wat bollok gn kaw mimie.....huhuh....cdey aq niy....tady mase aq na balek,,ase sebak gler na tgl an kaw at kl uh...da la x puaz agy na hang out gn ka....mag btowl ckp kaw,,,ktew la sahabat selamanyer...walaw bagy mase byk ane pown,,ttp xkn cukop na ganty ary2 ktew cm dulu...aq da jaoh dpd ka n ka da jaoh dpd aq...issssshhhhh!!!!ase cm xna balek kuwantan jewp....huhuh..tapy apew an daye,,,idop aq at kuwantan...kene la wt care cm owg kuwantan.....mimie!!!!cdey gler na bepisah gn ka....xpew2,,aq arap bufdey aq plk nnty,,ka dtg cniy plk..... :(

bengang gler2 ariniy!!!!!

aq xtw la npew aq bengang cgt ariniy....mag aq xdew mud gler na kwd ariniy....na taw npew??disebab an sowg makhlok allah yg bename akim.... udax niy satu fom gn aq...dye 2 nme jewp laky,,tapy mulot mcm longkang...xdew budy bahase lgsong...adew jgk laky perangay cm uh lam duniye niy...sume jns perangay adew at dye uh..playboy,,penipu,,mulot xdew insurans...sume adew....paz uh adew ew patot dye gn sukew aty nyer pegy sound mmbe aq katew kwd tah papew....ya allah..gram nyer aq dega..paz uh adew ew dye ckp at aq kwd leklok,,jgn na maen2 jewp lam barez...wey!!!bler mase aq wt cmt2 lam barez??aq kew kaw yg maen2 lam barez sebenanyer...tegedik gedik gn awex ka uh lam barez..mag sesuai kowg due couple....sweet cgt...bagay pinang dibelah due!!!same2 gler kuwase..prasan bgoz.....eh,,law kaw akim,,kwd bgoz,,cantek,,,xpew,,aq x kesah..niy law stakat kwd kayu cm kaw,,x paya la na mgaja aq gn mmbe aq sume law kaw pown still tekedek kedek agy... due kaly lime jewp gn awex kaw uh...aq x tabek la owg cm kaw...na ckp aq maen2 lam barez konon..kaw 2 yg byk maen lam barez..bajet bgoz....aq mag menyampah gn kaw la...dulu mag aq clap tafser kaw...muke jewp same cm shameel..tapy perangay kaw,,budy bahase kaw,,jaoh beze gn dye...law kaw xdew lam barez pown agy bagoz la...aman idop aq na kwd....arrrghhhhh!!!mag aq bengang cgt2 gn mahklok allah,,si akim uh...menyaket an aty..disebab an dye,,,aq bagy reason at skuwad leader aq na kuwa barez awl bab adew hal n aq xna kwd aq jady lintang pukang slagy aq tgk muke mamat uh...bab 2la aq tepakse kuwa barez awl...mmbe aq pown da panaz tgk muke dye...ya allah,,cmne la aq na traning kwd lam mase bpew mggu agy niy seblowm aq pegy camping kor kadet nnty??slgy adew dye,,mag mud aq ilang troz na kwd...arap2 mase cpt bjalan....paz aq da pegy camping kor kadet nnty,,baru la lege ckt x paya da na traning kwd gn mamat prasan bgoz cmt2.....argggghh..geram nyer!!!!

semase traning kawad....

walawpown penat tapy sempat jgk na updated blog jap..hahah..na stori ckt niy....tady tyme traning kawad,,mag pnt gler cmpy ase na tecabot kaky gn tgn...dgn kwd tyme ujan nyer..ya allah,,byk btowl dugaan..hahah...name pown KADET POLIS an,,,ane bley lembek2..laen la law PUTERI ISLAM..heheh...paz uh,,adew la sowg udax pemwan niy baru masok skola aq x cmpy sebulan agy..aq pown udax baru jgk tapy kire lame ckt la masok cniy....ramay gler udax2 kadet anti gn dye..na taw npew bley cmpy cmt2??byg an la,,,dye uh mengalah an skuwad leader gn sarjen plk....menyuroh sane,,menyuroh sini..kdg2 uh,,dye plk yg mara skuwad leader...amboy2,,mntg2 dulu at skola lame dye,,dye tepilih dpt kwd kawalan kehormatan,,da na belagak cmpy cmt2...adoyay...yg aq plek nyer,,law kwd dye cantek xpew jgk,,na blagak byk ane pown x kesah la...niy kwd mcm kayu keraz jewp..mcm ane la at skola lame dye,,bley tepilih masok kwd kawalan kehormatan....ukn na kutok tapy mag kenyataan...hahah...cmpy adew sowg kakak niy geram cgt gn dye,,pegy sound dye 'eh,,kaw yg sarjen ew,,kaw yg skuwad leader ew sukew2 mgarah owg?? '....hahah..na tgelak aq dega....paz uh,,adew sowg abg name dye abg kero cmpt agy mengumpat gn aq lam barez pcl pemwan uh...hahah..laky uh..da menyampah cgt la uh..hahah..tapy papew pown,,,kawad tady mag bez la walawpown ujan mencurah curah turon..hahah...ase rinduw plk na kwd gn team KADET POLIS at SERI MAHKOTA...agk2 bler la agy bley kwd gn kowg an...tapy ase nyer x mungken aq bley kwd gn kowg agy an...huhuh....papew pown,,,,KADET POLIS TEBAEK LA.....

apew niy 'ESZAL' jady 'EASZAL' plk niy...

geram nyer la aq ariniy...at skola aq tady,,tyme rest,,,aq gn mmbe aq pegy la koop na pegy ambek name teg yg da siyap....bler aq pegy2 uh,,cek name aq at list mmg adew tapy yg wt mud aq bengang nyer,,adew ew patot name aq elok2 'ESZAL' jady 'EASZAL'....apew niy...niy ukn name aq niy...agk nyer owg yg tukang wt name teg uh juleng owt,,x pown dye jelez tgk name aq plek smcm,,dye ubah jady maken betambah plek plk....adoyay...cpew x bengang an,,,da elok2 ibu aq bagy name 'ESZAL SHAHIRA',,sesedap rase slh eje name aq....paz uh apew agy,,pegy report la at guru klaz aq,,teacher nurul ain....

ESZAL : teacher,,tgk niy name sye at name teg niy,,npew slh eje teacher??

TEACHER : eh,,npew bley jady mcm 2..at lam list name aryt2 mase na tempah,,sye xdew slh eje...niy slh owg yg wt niy la....

ESZAL : da uh mcm ane teacher??xkn sye na pky name sye yg slh eje,,niy da ukn name sye da niy...

TEACHER : awk pegy tuka alek..awk ckp at pengawas koop 2 awk na pulang alek name teg uh bb slh eje....paz uh wt tempahan alek semula...xkn awk na pky name teg yg slh plk an...

ESZAL : em,,,yewla teacher..nnty sye pegy tuka alek...na kene saman niy....hahah..

da la naek cuty nnty,,sume da na kene pky name teg uh...law x,,tiade maaf bagy mu bak katew guru penolong kanan hem,,,cpew tah name,,x igt plk...hahah....cowy....

rinduw yg xkn terubat :(((

broken heart

pejam celek pejam celek,,,upenyer da na masok 2 mggu aq idop single...rinduw nyer la na wt dye mara,,na mcg gn dye,,na dega sware dye...adoyay..tapy wt pew la aq na rinduw sume uh...dye adew ew rinduw aq,,adew ew igt aq,,adew ew cdey2..tah2 dye at cner nga epy2,,nga sronok2 an...law dulu,,ckp ukn maen...mane tah janjy2 dye dulu..laky niy mag menanam tebu di tepy biber agk nyer...dulu myb aq niy ngok ngek pegy caye sume ckp laky n janjy2 manez laky 100%,,tapy skg sowy la lalink,,,aq yg skg xkn cng2 na pecaye ckp laky bulat2....pemwan pown adew harge diry..ukn cng2 na diperbodohkan gn owg yg bename lelaky.....cewah...care aq ckp ckp niy mcm bedendam jewp gn laky..hahah..no,,no,,no...jgn slh tafser plk...aq x bedendam gn laky tapy aq juzt na luah an pew yg adew lam isi aty aq niy..mcm yg aq ckp,,sume nyer allah yg tentu an..law allah da tentu an jodoh aq dgn sesapew skly pown,,,aq trime gn aty yg tebuke...hahah...tapy ukn skg..tgu la 8 taon akn dtg...hahah....

moral values yg aq dpt......

aq adew lyn satu ctew industan niy,,"mujhse tumse karoge"mag bez gler..tangkap leleh aq lyn ctew uh...pat2 lawak,,cdey,,romentik,,sume adew...tibe2 uh hero ctew uh,,hithink rosyan,,,dye adew bagy dialog yg kire nyer bley bagy pendorong la untok aq n moral values ckt....na taw pew dye??

1)chinte x semestinyer kene unggap an dgn katew2..

2)chinte x semestinyer kene memiliki..

3)chinte perlu an pengorbanan..

4)bediyam diry x bemaksod ktew da lupew an dye...

5)demy na tgk owg yg ktew syg bahagiye,,,ktew sanggop bekoban..

6)law da mag jodoh ktew dgn dye,,walaw bepisah jaoh ane pown,,law da jodoh,,ktew ttp akn besatu gn dye jgk satu ary nnty walaw pown dlm tempoh yg lame...

itu la katew2 perangsang untok aq...myb wt mase niy da takdr aq tepakse lps an dye sbb chinte x semestinyer memiliki an....

npew dengan aq niy???tu x kene,,niy x kene...

pew masalah aq niy..aq ase mcm na mara owg jewp aryniy...knpew dgn aq niy??buwang tebiyat ew??em,,xtw la.....skg niy bler aq tension,,da xdew owg na jady tempat aq ngaduw...law dulu,,,ckt2 ngaduw at dye,,ckt2 ngaduw...tapy skg x bley da,,pew hak aq na ngaduw at dye sesukew aty aq...tgn aq niy gtl na text dye tapy aq lupew,,aq niy cpew bagy dye..ggu privasy owg jewp...law dulu tyme2 giny(lam kowl 10 lbey)msty nga sebok na mcg dye...skg niy gn cpew agy aq na mcg,,gn cpew agy aq na ngadew,,gn cpew agy tmpt aq na beguwaw...da xdew da..da xdew tmpt untok aq wt sume uh...eszal???ka x seda2 agy ew eszal statuz ka skg??tlog la bangon dpd mimpy....em,,law la niy sume mimpy,,aq lebey rele biya an niy jady mimpy dpd jady kenyataan tapy hakikat nyer niy kenyataan,,ukn mimpy...aq sbenayer still x bley na pecaye yg aq da ilag dye tapy aq kene caye bb niy la kenyataan nyer...em,,care aq na lupew an masalah aq untok sementare ialah mem bz an diry aq...mggu dpn aq da stat latihan kwd for ko kadet poliz n sbtu n ahd dpn,,aq kene pegy pemilihan for skuwad elit...tapy tah dpt tah x..aq na cube naseb la bb2 geng2 sri mahkote yg dpt skuwad elit just mira,,kecheq n sowg kakak fom 5...tapy law aq dpt,,alhamdullh,,law x dpt,,aq redo..em,,xpwla,,laen kaly la aq updated blog niy aq...tata..