pilu haty na tinggal an kaw!!!!

npew mase bjalan cepat cgt??npew??aq x puaz agy na wat bollok gn kaw mimie.....huhuh....cdey aq niy....tady mase aq na balek,,ase sebak gler na tgl an kaw at kl uh...da la x puaz agy na hang out gn ka....mag btowl ckp kaw,,,ktew la sahabat selamanyer...walaw bagy mase byk ane pown,,ttp xkn cukop na ganty ary2 ktew cm dulu...aq da jaoh dpd ka n ka da jaoh dpd aq...issssshhhhh!!!!ase cm xna balek kuwantan jewp....huhuh..tapy apew an daye,,,idop aq at kuwantan...kene la wt care cm owg kuwantan.....mimie!!!!cdey gler na bepisah gn ka....xpew2,,aq arap bufdey aq plk nnty,,ka dtg cniy plk..... :(

bengang gler2 ariniy!!!!!

aq xtw la npew aq bengang cgt ariniy....mag aq xdew mud gler na kwd ariniy....na taw npew??disebab an sowg makhlok allah yg bename akim.... udax niy satu fom gn aq...dye 2 nme jewp laky,,tapy mulot mcm longkang...xdew budy bahase lgsong...adew jgk laky perangay cm uh lam duniye niy...sume jns perangay adew at dye uh..playboy,,penipu,,mulot xdew insurans...sume adew....paz uh adew ew patot dye gn sukew aty nyer pegy sound mmbe aq katew kwd tah papew....ya allah..gram nyer aq dega..paz uh adew ew dye ckp at aq kwd leklok,,jgn na maen2 jewp lam barez...wey!!!bler mase aq wt cmt2 lam barez??aq kew kaw yg maen2 lam barez sebenanyer...tegedik gedik gn awex ka uh lam barez..mag sesuai kowg due couple....sweet cgt...bagay pinang dibelah due!!!same2 gler kuwase..prasan bgoz.....eh,,law kaw akim,,kwd bgoz,,cantek,,,xpew,,aq x kesah..niy law stakat kwd kayu cm kaw,,x paya la na mgaja aq gn mmbe aq sume law kaw pown still tekedek kedek agy... due kaly lime jewp gn awex kaw uh...aq x tabek la owg cm kaw...na ckp aq maen2 lam barez konon..kaw 2 yg byk maen lam barez..bajet bgoz....aq mag menyampah gn kaw la...dulu mag aq clap tafser kaw...muke jewp same cm shameel..tapy perangay kaw,,budy bahase kaw,,jaoh beze gn dye...law kaw xdew lam barez pown agy bagoz la...aman idop aq na kwd....arrrghhhhh!!!mag aq bengang cgt2 gn mahklok allah,,si akim uh...menyaket an aty..disebab an dye,,,aq bagy reason at skuwad leader aq na kuwa barez awl bab adew hal n aq xna kwd aq jady lintang pukang slagy aq tgk muke mamat uh...bab 2la aq tepakse kuwa barez awl...mmbe aq pown da panaz tgk muke dye...ya allah,,cmne la aq na traning kwd lam mase bpew mggu agy niy seblowm aq pegy camping kor kadet nnty??slgy adew dye,,mag mud aq ilang troz na kwd...arap2 mase cpt bjalan....paz aq da pegy camping kor kadet nnty,,baru la lege ckt x paya da na traning kwd gn mamat prasan bgoz cmt2.....argggghh..geram nyer!!!!

semase traning kawad....

walawpown penat tapy sempat jgk na updated blog jap..hahah..na stori ckt niy....tady tyme traning kawad,,mag pnt gler cmpy ase na tecabot kaky gn tgn...dgn kwd tyme ujan nyer..ya allah,,byk btowl dugaan..hahah...name pown KADET POLIS an,,,ane bley lembek2..laen la law PUTERI ISLAM..heheh...paz uh,,adew la sowg udax pemwan niy baru masok skola aq x cmpy sebulan agy..aq pown udax baru jgk tapy kire lame ckt la masok cniy....ramay gler udax2 kadet anti gn dye..na taw npew bley cmpy cmt2??byg an la,,,dye uh mengalah an skuwad leader gn sarjen plk....menyuroh sane,,menyuroh sini..kdg2 uh,,dye plk yg mara skuwad leader...amboy2,,mntg2 dulu at skola lame dye,,dye tepilih dpt kwd kawalan kehormatan,,da na belagak cmpy cmt2...adoyay...yg aq plek nyer,,law kwd dye cantek xpew jgk,,na blagak byk ane pown x kesah la...niy kwd mcm kayu keraz jewp..mcm ane la at skola lame dye,,bley tepilih masok kwd kawalan kehormatan....ukn na kutok tapy mag kenyataan...hahah...cmpy adew sowg kakak niy geram cgt gn dye,,pegy sound dye 'eh,,kaw yg sarjen ew,,kaw yg skuwad leader ew sukew2 mgarah owg?? '....hahah..na tgelak aq dega....paz uh,,adew sowg abg name dye abg kero cmpt agy mengumpat gn aq lam barez pcl pemwan uh...hahah..laky uh..da menyampah cgt la uh..hahah..tapy papew pown,,,kawad tady mag bez la walawpown ujan mencurah curah turon..hahah...ase rinduw plk na kwd gn team KADET POLIS at SERI MAHKOTA...agk2 bler la agy bley kwd gn kowg an...tapy ase nyer x mungken aq bley kwd gn kowg agy an...huhuh....papew pown,,,,KADET POLIS TEBAEK LA.....

apew niy 'ESZAL' jady 'EASZAL' plk niy...

geram nyer la aq ariniy...at skola aq tady,,tyme rest,,,aq gn mmbe aq pegy la koop na pegy ambek name teg yg da siyap....bler aq pegy2 uh,,cek name aq at list mmg adew tapy yg wt mud aq bengang nyer,,adew ew patot name aq elok2 'ESZAL' jady 'EASZAL'....apew niy...niy ukn name aq niy...agk nyer owg yg tukang wt name teg uh juleng owt,,x pown dye jelez tgk name aq plek smcm,,dye ubah jady maken betambah plek plk....adoyay...cpew x bengang an,,,da elok2 ibu aq bagy name 'ESZAL SHAHIRA',,sesedap rase slh eje name aq....paz uh apew agy,,pegy report la at guru klaz aq,,teacher nurul ain....

ESZAL : teacher,,tgk niy name sye at name teg niy,,npew slh eje teacher??

TEACHER : eh,,npew bley jady mcm 2..at lam list name aryt2 mase na tempah,,sye xdew slh eje...niy slh owg yg wt niy la....

ESZAL : da uh mcm ane teacher??xkn sye na pky name sye yg slh eje,,niy da ukn name sye da niy...

TEACHER : awk pegy tuka alek..awk ckp at pengawas koop 2 awk na pulang alek name teg uh bb slh eje....paz uh wt tempahan alek semula...xkn awk na pky name teg yg slh plk an...

ESZAL : em,,,yewla teacher..nnty sye pegy tuka alek...na kene saman niy....hahah..

da la naek cuty nnty,,sume da na kene pky name teg uh...law x,,tiade maaf bagy mu bak katew guru penolong kanan hem,,,cpew tah name,,x igt plk...hahah....cowy....

rinduw yg xkn terubat :(((

broken heart

pejam celek pejam celek,,,upenyer da na masok 2 mggu aq idop single...rinduw nyer la na wt dye mara,,na mcg gn dye,,na dega sware dye...adoyay..tapy wt pew la aq na rinduw sume uh...dye adew ew rinduw aq,,adew ew igt aq,,adew ew cdey2..tah2 dye at cner nga epy2,,nga sronok2 an...law dulu,,ckp ukn maen...mane tah janjy2 dye dulu..laky niy mag menanam tebu di tepy biber agk nyer...dulu myb aq niy ngok ngek pegy caye sume ckp laky n janjy2 manez laky 100%,,tapy skg sowy la lalink,,,aq yg skg xkn cng2 na pecaye ckp laky bulat2....pemwan pown adew harge diry..ukn cng2 na diperbodohkan gn owg yg bename lelaky.....cewah...care aq ckp ckp niy mcm bedendam jewp gn laky..hahah..no,,no,,no...jgn slh tafser plk...aq x bedendam gn laky tapy aq juzt na luah an pew yg adew lam isi aty aq niy..mcm yg aq ckp,,sume nyer allah yg tentu an..law allah da tentu an jodoh aq dgn sesapew skly pown,,,aq trime gn aty yg tebuke...hahah...tapy ukn skg..tgu la 8 taon akn dtg...hahah....

moral values yg aq dpt......

aq adew lyn satu ctew industan niy,,"mujhse tumse karoge"mag bez gler..tangkap leleh aq lyn ctew uh...pat2 lawak,,cdey,,romentik,,sume adew...tibe2 uh hero ctew uh,,hithink rosyan,,,dye adew bagy dialog yg kire nyer bley bagy pendorong la untok aq n moral values ckt....na taw pew dye??

1)chinte x semestinyer kene unggap an dgn katew2..

2)chinte x semestinyer kene memiliki..

3)chinte perlu an pengorbanan..

4)bediyam diry x bemaksod ktew da lupew an dye...

5)demy na tgk owg yg ktew syg bahagiye,,,ktew sanggop bekoban..

6)law da mag jodoh ktew dgn dye,,walaw bepisah jaoh ane pown,,law da jodoh,,ktew ttp akn besatu gn dye jgk satu ary nnty walaw pown dlm tempoh yg lame...

itu la katew2 perangsang untok aq...myb wt mase niy da takdr aq tepakse lps an dye sbb chinte x semestinyer memiliki an....

npew dengan aq niy???tu x kene,,niy x kene...

pew masalah aq niy..aq ase mcm na mara owg jewp aryniy...knpew dgn aq niy??buwang tebiyat ew??em,,xtw la.....skg niy bler aq tension,,da xdew owg na jady tempat aq ngaduw...law dulu,,,ckt2 ngaduw at dye,,ckt2 ngaduw...tapy skg x bley da,,pew hak aq na ngaduw at dye sesukew aty aq...tgn aq niy gtl na text dye tapy aq lupew,,aq niy cpew bagy dye..ggu privasy owg jewp...law dulu tyme2 giny(lam kowl 10 lbey)msty nga sebok na mcg dye...skg niy gn cpew agy aq na mcg,,gn cpew agy aq na ngadew,,gn cpew agy tmpt aq na beguwaw...da xdew da..da xdew tmpt untok aq wt sume uh...eszal???ka x seda2 agy ew eszal statuz ka skg??tlog la bangon dpd mimpy....em,,law la niy sume mimpy,,aq lebey rele biya an niy jady mimpy dpd jady kenyataan tapy hakikat nyer niy kenyataan,,ukn mimpy...aq sbenayer still x bley na pecaye yg aq da ilag dye tapy aq kene caye bb niy la kenyataan nyer...em,,care aq na lupew an masalah aq untok sementare ialah mem bz an diry aq...mggu dpn aq da stat latihan kwd for ko kadet poliz n sbtu n ahd dpn,,aq kene pegy pemilihan for skuwad elit...tapy tah dpt tah x..aq na cube naseb la bb2 geng2 sri mahkote yg dpt skuwad elit just mira,,kecheq n sowg kakak fom 5...tapy law aq dpt,,alhamdullh,,law x dpt,,aq redo..em,,xpwla,,laen kaly la aq updated blog niy aq...tata..

try la trime hakikat yang sebena eszal......

hanya kenangan semate mate

hakikat pew niy??hakikat yg aq dgn dye da xdew papew....23/2/2011(11:23 mlm),,,terlerai ubungan antare aq gn dye....aq da ilang separoh dpd idop aq....aq da ilag owg yg aq syg untok selame lame nyer...aq da ilag owg yg slame niy yg da wt aq epy,,yg da wt idop aq bahagiye slme 9 buln lbey wlaw pown byk dugaan yg dtg..tapy,,aq putoz gn dye gn care yg baek..ya allah,,,npew byk cgt dugaan idop aq taon niy,,,npew ya allah??bler aq gy skola,,ase na ngez,,bler aq gn mmbe2 aq,,aq ase na ngez,,bler aq tgk classmate aq yg couple nga mesre2,,aq ase na ngez,,bler aq trigat sume kngn kteowg,,aq ase na ngez...npew aq na ngez niy??eszal??seda la..walaw ka ngez aer mate drh skly pown,,dye xkn dtg at ka agy la...yg wt aq maken cdy bler aq trigat alek yg dye sempat  bagy aq rantai yg cantek cgt ary jumaat aryt2(18/2/2011)..2 kew petande yg 2la laz prezent dye untok aq??emp,,aq da jaoh gn dye,,aq x bley na jagew dye leklok,,,2la antare sbb kteowg putoz...dry dye x sggp na cple gn owg yg jaoh...dye pesan at aq,,jgn lupew dye,,,jgn lupew kngn2 ktewowg..simpan la sume kngn uh...dye na ktewowg still jady mmbe wlawpown da xdew papew...tapy bley kew aq na aggp dye mmbe aq??bley kew??ukn sbb aq xna aggp dye mmbe tapy ukn cng aq na ubah psaan aq at dye sbgy mmbe...insyaallah,,one day myb aq bley....kak kin pena ckp at aq,,kumbang ukn seeko,,byk agy kumbang at luwa cner,,tapy na cary kumbang yg btowl2 jujo gn ktew ukn cng...nampak nyer,,bufdey aq,,puase,,ary raye sume uh aq clebrate cowg2 la taon niy...(<_>)...idop aq mesty da x epy cm dlu...xpwla,,nasy da jady bubo..allah da tulez mag niy da tkde aq,,aq x bley na bantah...aq redo...n aq berazam gn diry aq,,,biya la aq keja mase dpn aq dlu,,aq na jady yg tebaek,,aq na bejaye lam idop n pcl cinte2,,biya la allah yg tentu an sume uh untok aq..aq da mlz na cary,,aq da xna ase kehilangan cmniy...saket cgt....n mimie??aq da xdew cpew2 da skg wey,,,juzt ka jewp la tempat suke duke aq...n aq hope ka n aq kuwat n tempoh idop niy sme2 wlawpown ktew da ilag owg yg ktew syg..insyaallh...n ka jgn slh an diry ka da,,law x ka ukn mmbe aq...aq epy mmbe gn ka,,myb niy da tkde idop ktew.....go ahead for our new lifes...bkk buku baru,,n ttup buku lame yg da wt aq n ka cdey slame niy...owk???wlawpown dye ukn milek aq da skg tapy syg aq at dye x pena ckt pown ilag...shml??eszal doa an yg tebaek untok shml..eszal mnx maaf law eszal da byk wt idop shml x bahagiye slme niy...alal an sume yg shml da bagy at eszal slame niy..thakz 4 everything....

patot la dan2 nga syok begayot gn mimie,,,tuuuuttt,,,,,putoz....hahah....

nga syok2 bcerite,,,tetibe ptoz plk....igt an cdt aq yg da abez,,,upenyer btry ka yg low mi...hahah,,,aq da agk da....niy msty btry low niy...agknyer btry uh jlez owt tgk ktew cdp bgyot...hahah..bley plk gt2...xpwla,,,laen kaly law adew mase,,cdt adew,,,ktew story ar agy...law na ctew lam anct,,cmpy bler pown x abez bb byk cgt...hahah...n agy stu,,aq hope cgt ka bley dtg kwantan 11 ary buln 3 uh gn kak kin n hope cgt xdew papew yg mghlg.....(^_^)

tolong la saye!!!!penat nyer!!!

penat..penat...stat ary isnn aryt2,,aq adew latihan kawad kaky for kadet poliz...penat gler..ase na tecabot kaky..tapy papew pown mag bez la...dpt jmpew gn geng aq at sri mhkte...sukew2...hahah...n effect dpd kawad uh,,muke aq yg lam proses na puteh,,kembaly gelap alek...arghhh...bebelang belang da mcm kude belag aq tgk muke aq niy..hahah..sox laz aq ltihn kwd at kem galeng uh...n x bley da la na jmpew geng at sri mhkte...(+_+)...xpew2,,ktew jmpew at campig kor kadet nnty ea,,fight abez2 la bb ktew da x one team...huhuh...

epy + penat + memory terindah (+-____-+)

putrajaya

kami sekeluage di GH

aq la niy..

atas tangge pown jady...

di ict...pose ckt....heheh..

besame adekku....yg mimie uh wt pew la at blakang uh..hahah..

aq di sunway pyramid..

4 ary at kl mag bez...hang out gn fmly aq,,kak kin n beztiez aq,,mimie...bez,,pnt,,enjoy,,sume adew...epy mag epy tpy lam epy2 2 adew jgk cdey nyer,,,owg yg aq syg senyap tnpe kaba brite dpd ary kamez,,cmne aq x cdey...dye sehat ew x,,cmne dye skg,,sume aq xtw...biya la,mlz na serabot2 an kple otk niy....da la,,tuka topic plk...na ctew pcl at kl niy,,,at ataz aq adew ltk pic2 mse kteowg at sunway pyramid,,petro sains,,icity,,putrajaya n genting....bb2 ambk gmba niy mag serah at aq gn mimie,,cm2 gaye da aq gn mimie pose cmpy laz2 at icity da xdew gaye na wt,,na senyom pown x larat da..hahah...cm tpkse ambk gmba...hahah...n mndew yg aq x bley lupew,,tyme uh adew at IKEA,,tetibe uh na gy toilet,,paz uh toilet pmwan lmbt cgt,,ktewowg msok la toilet laky,,laz2 bler kuwa,,bederet laky berato at luwa toilet,,ktewowg gn wt muke tebal kuwa la dpd toilet laky uh gn muke merah pdm...hahah...mndew lucu yg aq x bley lupew cmpy bler2..hahah...

BeauTiFuL liFe

i'm yours n you're mine...

    Pada suatu ary di skola,,sowg murid betanye pade gurunyer,,ketike itu guru tersebut sedang mgaja mengenai kaseh syg..

PELAJAR:ckgu,,cm ane ktew na pleh seseowg yg tbaek sbgy seowg yg pleng ktew syg??cm ane jugew kaseh syg itu na bekekalan??

 CIKGU:owk,,kamu ikut pew yg sye swoh..kamu pegy ke pdg skola,,kamu bjalan diatz rumput sambel memandang rumput di dpn kamu..pleh yg PALENG CANTEK tnpe menoleh ke blakang walawpown skaly..dah petik rumput yg PALENG CANTEK,,bawe ke klaz..

   Apewbler pelajar tersebot pulang ke klaz,,tiade shelai rumput pown ditgnnyer..cikgu btanyer,,knpew tiadew rumput yg dpleh??

 PELAJAR:tady mase sye bjalan,,sye cary la rumput yg PALENG CANTEK..mmg adew byk yg cantek,,tapy cikgu ktew petik yg paleng cantek,,make sye pown troz bjaln tnpe mnoleh ke blakag semule..jady tiadela rumput yg sye bley petik..

  CIKGU:yg 2la jwpn nyer..mknenyer apewbler ktew tlah bjumpew gn seseowg yg ktew syg,,jgn la ktew mencary lagy yg lbey baek dary 2,,ktew ptot argai owg yg brade di dpn ktew sebaek baek nyer..jgn ktew mnoleh ke blakag agy krane yg blaku ttp da blaku..smoge yg blalu x brulag agy..dn igt la owg yg paleng ktew syg itulah yg paleng cantek dn paleng baek,,walawpown na ikt kn byk agy yg cantek dn baek spt rumput tdy...

..2 januari 2o11..

lepaz abez settle brg2 asrama adek aq,,,dgn perot mseng2 yg da kelaparan agy2 aq,,hahah,,,kteowg lunch skjp at kfc with kak kin,,our lovely sister..heheh...n this pic were taked by kak kin at kfc..thakz kak kin for takes this pic,,what a beautiful siblings...hahah...

sahabat selamanyer

niy la jady nyer bler da stat nmpk camera,,poze cner,,poze cnir...ini lah eszal n mimie...hahah..

kehidupan aq yang baru lam taon 2o11..

taon 2011,,taon yang paleng mencaba bgy aq,,aq da kne lalui alam remaja,,kne bese an diry at tmpt yg baru,,kne cary mmbe2 baru...tyme 3.1.2o11,,langkah nyer kaky aq at skola baru,,bedeba nyer ase,,heheh,,cm2 pngy adew at skola uh...nek pneg aq,,tapy pew yg pnteg,,tjuwan aq gy skola,,juzt bb na blaja,,na struggle for spm taon dpn plk..haha,,idop aq at cniy bebeze cgt gn idop aq at cner...tapy aq kne la bse an bb niy la tmpt aq for ever lasting...hahah...rnduw plk ase at skola lame,,at mmbe2...ase na ngez jewp..hahah..tapy wt pew ngez,,,ngez uh ukn bley ubah alek sume mndew yg da jady an,,,hahah..niy jewp la luahan aty aq untok ariniy,,hahah..ase lege ckt...